The first thing you may notice is that my name and that of the blog have changed. Not only that but all of the old content is gone. To me this makes sense because I am in a new collar and needed to make a clean break with the relationship I had with Mistress Levana.
My new owner is a wonderful woman by the scene name of Lady Eire and yes we are in a long distance relationship. This one even longer than the last since Mistress is in New York State and I am still here on Vancouver Island. We are talking of visits and of eventual move ins but those take considerable planning due to the logistics imposed by distance.
In the real world, today is moving day; I leave the apartment that I have occupied for over a year and move out to share a house with a local Dom. He is well aware of my collar, my Owner and my restrictions; the nice thing is that Mistress has given him protector rights over me when we go to munches and play parties. It will be good to have someone who can make sure that this lil slave girl is not taken advantage of because her owner is not with her.
Today, and likely tomorrow, are going to be days of sore muscles and extreme tiredness but such is life. The place I am moving too is a wonderful, and quiet location called Sproat Lake, outside of Port Alberni. I spent the night before last there and the silence is going to take some getting used to since here in the city I am used to the sirens and all of the traffic noise. However to wake up and see the mist on the lake is wonderful and brings back so many memories of my parents cabin and how it felt to get out of Ottawa for a weekend of for the family vacation.
Right now, at the lake, I am borrowing someone else’s internet connection but on the thirteenth we get our own hooked up and will have proper high speed to play on the internet with. So for now I cannot use the video in Skype and I’m not sure about the audio since both can be bandwidth pigs so that form of contact with Mistress will have to wait till we get our own connection.
At least I don’t have to worry about being out of contact with Her. The first night I spent out there was minus internet and I had no way of telling her where I was or what I was doing. It hurt both of us badly since we are used to regular and long contact via IM and Skype. She admitted to me that she cried that night, and I told her that I did. Yes in all the best ways I am hopelessly devoted to her, but that is the way a slave should be.
There is more to our relationship than just Mistress and slave, we are also best friends, partners (in all senses of the word), lovers and so much more. The relationship is rooted in reality and is one that is being consciously worked on with an eye to going RL in the future. this is the time where all of the needed ground work is being laid. To complicate matters, or make them more fun depending how you think of it, both of us are soft switches. I have a soft Dominant side and she a soft slave side; every once in a while we will switch and I will top her for a while. Then there are the lovely times where she and I are simply partners and running a family in that context.
In case you haven't got the idea yet she and I are deeply in love with each other and with each other have found the full completion that we have been seeking for so long. For us both the pain of other relationships, lifestyle and other wise, is over as we tie our lives together and seek the path that is right for us.
That’s about all for now
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